I'm 19, I live in HELL PISSHOLE, TX. If you can't tell I really don't like it here. I'm a high school fuck up so I'm a senior finally. I will be graduating I hope and going on to Basic Training then to LA and to college. I love anime and I love my friends all of which are on this site. My best friend is michelle who is psyconorika, she is awesome. Another one of my good friends on here is crystaltsubasa. We all hang out together jsut about all the time and go to clubs and to the movies and just have as much fun as we can.
Thats me, I'm the party boy out of my group of friends I'm alsways going to a club or to a party and getting drunka nd making a fool of myself. I'm also the comedian of the group, it makes me happy when I know i'm making other laugh whether they happen to be laughing at me or with me. I jsut like to have friends i'm coming out of my little shy shell and become a bolder person. If your readiong this I would like for you to b my friend too! OH YEA MOST IMPORTANTLY..................I'M GAY! I love being gay and I love the fact that it scares come people. But honestly I'm jsut like everyone else I bleed, I have to eat, I need to sleep. It's not like i'm an alien or something. So come one talk to me I'm a really kool person and anyone who knows me on this site would testify to that one there!!
Is it ok to be....scared?posted Dec 9th 2005, 9:17PM
Mood: Confused
Music: Linkin Park-My Decmber
I'm really lost and confused within myself right now. Every part of me seems to be in conflict with one another. My heart is terrified at this moment and my mind is forever dwelling on past experiences. But my soul, my soul is telling me that it's alright for me to take the chance on caring for someone again. I'm not sure which one to listen to, they all seem to make a good point to me. This internal conflict is causing me to become depressed about being involved with someone again. But I know this person is different, he just has to be. He's nothing like the other guys i've ever dated and I think thats whats scaring me; the change. I'm just lost and confused, I've turned to god for his guidance but I'm also turning to you all, who I also respect and listen to for your advice and guidance on what's going on within me at this moment. So, is it ok for me to be scared or should I just tell the fear to go away and leave me to my happiness?
I wanna say thank you to eveyone who has ever faved and watched me. I know that i'm not that great of an artist but you all are making me feel as though I'm a great writer. So, thank you all so much It makes me feel so good knowing that you guys support me!
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